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Wake up... Or you get fired!! haha.. Hmmmmm.. I'm tired too... Hungry!!! Gotta go for training! Sianzz

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Sigh, things couldn't get worser than this. First is my cca. Trainings have to be cancelled for this month due to H1N1 virus and everyone has to leave campus straight after class which does not allow me to complete my RJ early always. That means i gotta rush home straight after sending hunny home if i go to TP. The second thing is hunny's attitude towards me.. I want you to know that you make me very angry at times because of ur attitude. I don't understand even when we are together, you still want to push me away. Its like i'm waiting at the door and you open the door but when i am about to walk in, you slammed it straight in my face. How am i suppose to react my dear? Please open up to me.. I wanna be here for you like you are there for me when i need you.. You do make me smile and happy but you just don't know. €verytym i receive a message for you or when we are talking, my mood is lighten and i laugh alot. You can make my day but why choose to spoil it? Can't you be less stubbon and listen to me sometimes?

I really miss you badly now.. We quarrel now and then but this is no way we should end our relationship like that. I told you before i want this relationship to last and i'll make it last but hunny! IT TAKES 2 HANDS TO CLAP! If i walk to you and you walk away, I won't get to come close to you. There are so many things that i find so unfair. I don't see you keeping my pictures or taking pictures with me like you take with others. Why is it you treat others so good while i get nothing. I feel so jealous! Everytime you treat your friends so nice, i feel very useless and i would turn to keeping queit cuz i don't wanna let you know i'm sad sometimes. Sweetie its been a tough time for you and me but i'm holding on so much and so long cuz you mean too much to me and i cannot afford to lose you. Please think about it and your words are very strong to me. If you just say things without thinking, you hurt me alot.. Just to let you know, i'm very emotional and i treasure relationship alot.