UNFAIRNESS !!!

Arh, Long time no update le....

Yesterday had COMMUNICATION lesso.. So stress and i have to lead the team to our perfect and wonderful presentation..
Sighed.. Early morning was tired like mad but still got to lead the whole team to get a better grade which is gonna be a B not a C.. Ive got 8 c's out of my 20 grades so far already now btw!

Then came the surprising moment i never expect..
-Polaris- says:
Hello.
[ - Polaris - ] says:
Hello.
-Polaris- says:
Want to come find me later?

Then this part onwards i thought i'm dreaming... Sweetie had made my miserable sad day the most colourful evening of my life untill when we started to talk about things that were more personal... My biggest nightmare came!!
blablabla... Things happened, dont wanna talk about it.. CRIED LIKE A BABY !!
Im a bastard and a loser and sweetie I'm a jerk.. So sry 4 making you cry..


UNFAIRNESS...

I dont think its fair to me and her that the elders get to decide who we should be ending up with.. If SWEETIE'S MOTHER ever see this..

Im in love with your daughter.. I like her not for her beauty but her character. Did u choose your husband or did ur parents choose? If your parents force you to marry someone you dont like, will you be happy? Did u even ask for her opinions? She is older than me and yet she does not have the right to choose her happiness? What if there won't be another chance for her to find happiness? Will you feel guilty? The fact that she does not want to defy you only shows she is fillial and she respects you but deep down inside, she cries. She needs the freedom to fall for the one she likes. Yes, I may be younger but what does age mean to you? Does it even matter? Then if the guy is older and it would be alrite?

What logic is this ?

When I reach 21 years old we would all equally mature. The only difference is she gets to work first and i don't but sorry to disappoint you i have already started up my own company. So what makes you think im not good enough for her? My family background? My upbringing? I don't think so.. I have excellent parents too. My family is not a perfect one but I still cherish the fact they are alive.. Everyone is born for a reason and my reason is to love your daughter.

I promise you auntie that even if you are persistent not to let her be with me even till I'm dead, I won't give up trying, The only time i let go will be the time she falls for someone else.
I promise you that if I ever have the chance to be with her, I'll cherish her as much as you do.